Miyerkules, Enero 28, 2015
hohummmm
What can I say? I have been expecting this.. I know I am not well and I am not living it healthy... but it has been an eye opener for me and I don't even know where to start.. 257 sugar boy isn't it the pits that I am a candidate for insulin... have to lose weight at all costs.. have to sacrifice and live a healthier lifestyle...
Biyernes, Enero 9, 2015
2015... a new year of ???????
Happy new year.. what has 2015 have to offer from any other years.. the basic answer could be.... another challenging year for me... aside from being the Year of the Sheep which sadly was the common eastern sign of my ex-loves.. hmmm.. what can I remember about 2003???
Twelve years ago... I was deeply in love with a person whom I thought was too good to be true.. it was a very honest relationship which I could say the most honest I've ever had... I was just recuperating from a bad marriage... and the only solace I found was in him; a friend and everything... he taught me to be strong, not to be vulnerable to emotions but rather to learn to love myself more.. He somewhat helped me bring my esteem back.. and I am really glad that he is still part of my FB friends..
Relationship for me had been a struggle right from the start... I always end up losing but still it does not dampen my spirit because I knew I was loved even if there are lots of reasons why it did not work out.
2003 had been a turbulent year for me... it was like looking for something I can't pinpoint exactly... I was at a loss... emotionally that is.. but with real friends and of course my family... and with him around... I know I was not alone in this battle.... but eventually we have to part ways but this time there was closure and we stayed as friends until this time... I am really thankful that he stayed with me during most of the darkest hours in my life...
From then on the realization struck in... there is no need for that certain person to complete you... You, have to start with completing yourself first.. and that is what I did... the relationships that had followed were just part of dealing and fighting with this struggle but still as I have said... I always lose..but never mind, there are the memories of being loved and cared which counts the most.
Twelve years ago... I was deeply in love with a person whom I thought was too good to be true.. it was a very honest relationship which I could say the most honest I've ever had... I was just recuperating from a bad marriage... and the only solace I found was in him; a friend and everything... he taught me to be strong, not to be vulnerable to emotions but rather to learn to love myself more.. He somewhat helped me bring my esteem back.. and I am really glad that he is still part of my FB friends..
Relationship for me had been a struggle right from the start... I always end up losing but still it does not dampen my spirit because I knew I was loved even if there are lots of reasons why it did not work out.
2003 had been a turbulent year for me... it was like looking for something I can't pinpoint exactly... I was at a loss... emotionally that is.. but with real friends and of course my family... and with him around... I know I was not alone in this battle.... but eventually we have to part ways but this time there was closure and we stayed as friends until this time... I am really thankful that he stayed with me during most of the darkest hours in my life...
From then on the realization struck in... there is no need for that certain person to complete you... You, have to start with completing yourself first.. and that is what I did... the relationships that had followed were just part of dealing and fighting with this struggle but still as I have said... I always lose..but never mind, there are the memories of being loved and cared which counts the most.
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